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Thursday, December 22, 2011

FUCKING HONOURSSSS!

I know I just posted like 20 seconds ago, but after posting, I checked my grades for my finals a few weeks ago, (marks are supposed to go up tomorrow) AND THEY'RE UP NOW!
I did well on all of my finals
AND I FUCKING MADE THE DEANS LIST THIS SEMESTER!
WOOOOOOOO!
happiest person alive right now? PRETTY MUCH!
anyways, goodnight loves! <3

FIVEEEE DAYS

.. until VACATIONLAND!
Aka parking my ass on the beach and soaking up as many rays as possible while reading the Hunger Games (I've heard it's good!)

Anyways, I hope all of you lovelies are doing wonderfully!
Oliver had surgery yesterday and is doing just splendidly, he's sleeping at the end of my bed as I type this.

I've decided that because I'm a scaredy-cat little bitch, I'm not going to weigh myself again until FEBRUARY 1st! My thought process- I'm afraid to see how much I've gained in the last 5 days, by the time I get that weight fixed through restricting and exercising like a mother fucker, I'll be bloated and all "time of month"-pissy, so I just don't want to know, and then when that ends, I'll be in CUBA  scratch that, mother fuck bitch fuck fuckkkk! As I typed that I was like... wait... I go away in 5 days.... I still have 2 days left of the pill before I get my period... GODDAMNIT! sooo it looks like I'll be lapping over my packs this month and hoping for the best (last time I tried that, it didn't work, but I've got to at least TRYYYY) sooo I'll still be all bloated and confused body and shit, fuckkkk mylife. ANYWAYS- then after my trip, I'll be a scared little bitch and not want to know what I weigh (actually I'll be dying to know, but I'll probably freak out if the number goes up so I'm just going to avoid it altogether by not touching the scale)- Then I'm going to go ahead with my plan and go all kamikaze on my ass so that when I weigh myself on the first I'll a) be proud, and b) have a week before my birthdayyyy to make myself even prouder :)

Divine plan, yes?
Anywhoo, that's all for now, it's bedtime, I'm hitting the mall tomorrow to pickup something for my father (FML I know, Mall- 2 days before Christmas- I'm insane) then having friends over for drinks and such in the evening soooo, in case I don't post again before then: Merry Christmas Everyone! <3

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Ultimate Game Plan?

I've been having a pretty hard time with restricting since coming home yesterday morning. My mom is always around, and it's so hard to make up excuses not to eat while she's watching. Yesterday I was in too much pain to exercise and today was pretty much the same, plus I'm sickyyy today, so I just didn't do anything. Fortunately I didn't go over 1000cals today, but still... I weighed myself this morning first thing, and from yesterday I had gained 2lbs! ugh what the hell! I know it's all just water weight because I didn't exercise, ate a lot and didn't really drink much water, but still... SO ANNOYING!
Tomorrow I'm determined to get back on track!

I've also decided that when I get back from my trip, I'm going to put every fiber in my being, every ounce of my willpower to reaching my UGW by spring break. My Birthday is just before the break, so I'd prefer to be at my UGW for then, but I`m giving myself a little extra time, just in case. I figure this is a pretty good plan, since it`ll be the first month back to school, so I won`t be going crazy trying to study or write a million papers, and I'll be able to focus more on restricting, fasting and exercising. Also, hopefully there will be lots of snow, so I can play outside a ton! I'm also going to focus more on my art during that month and instead of being bored and watching TV (which makes me eat)- I'm going to focus on painting! I'm hoping to god this works, I want this so badly!

Today's been pretty stressful, but tomorrow I'm going away for 3 days (so I won't be able to post! sorryyyy!) -that means I won't be able to run/exercise, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to restrict though!

Anyways, I hope everyone is doing well! I'm going to go get ready for Dexter! Goodnight all! <3 xo

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Today: notsomuch

Well today wasn't exactly one of my proudest days-
It started with last night- I got into a fight with the guy I've been seeing, and that carried over to today- in fact, I'm still fighting with him right now over it. It's stupid and I'm hurt about it, but it's my own fault and I should be smarter than I have been.
I headed home today, and on the way, my friend and I stopped at a coffee shop and we got fully loaded candy cane hot chocolates and chocolate chip muffins (aka like 900 calories) then some baked treats from my friend's mom, then my dad brought home a cheeseburger from McDonalds (aka like 400 calories)
AKA fuck my life.
Also, I'm in so much pain from my workout yesterday that I can't walk down stairs haha Idunno what I did, but it hurts so good, buttt I couldn't run  today either.
So anyways, I kinda hate myself, BUT right when I was about to have a late night binge sesh on a bunch of shitty food (aka reese puffs cereal) I decided, hey, I'm going to check blogs while I do this. THANKFULLY I read Stillimagining's latest post, and it really inspired me to NOT binge, (and I didnt!) Anyways, as much as I'd love to match her goal to loose 15 more lbs by the 30th, I cant think that's realistic with me being on my vacation with buffets and unlimited alcohol, but I'm going to get back on track tomorrow and work my ass off!
Tomorrow:
-Workout
-Tan (gotta get a base so I don't die a ginger death down south- don't judge me! haha)
-Christmas shopping
-Solve my life problems
-Restrict, restrict, restrict!

Bah, I'll keep you all posted!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Everything rolled into one

Hey Ladies!

Well here I am, as promised with some updates, pictures, and the like...
It's not as early as I'd hoped, but I've been busy at home and I've been filling all my free time with exercise (yay me!)- my mom bought an elliptical a few years back and I've been putting it to good use while on my Christmas break (especially since it's been raining so much and it's really colllddd brr)

Sooo, still waiting on my final grades, I'll be sure to keep you all posted on that ;) and thanks to everyone who wished me luck! I really appreciate it! <3

So I hope everyone is doing well! 11 days until I leave on my trip! And I've been working my little tail off at getting down like 5 more pounds before I go! I know I can do ittt! :) except tonight wasn't exactly a good night, I had a work party, and we all had Chinese food- now I was pretty good, I ate mostly broccoli-packed dishes, and small portions, and ONLY ONE HELPING (unlike everyone else) haha but still its fatty fat fatttyyyyyy and there were little sugary nibblys for desert that I just couldn't help eating (ah, my weakness!) but, it's Christmas, and I'm determined to stay positive! As much as I'd love to reach my UWG, I've decided that as long as I don't gain a single pound over these holidays (including on my trip-which will be crazy hard)- I'm proud of myself. Holidays are the worst with all the food, and the family watching your every move. UGH! - but, I'll breath.
Also, I found this link today that I thought I'd share with all of you, a lot of it is common sense and tricks many of us already do, but I figured, hey might as well give a refresher for anyone who gives a damn ;) sooo you can find that link HERE!

Sooo what else is new... I bought a bathing suit for my trip today... I don't really want to talk about it size wise... SOMEHOW my boobs got BIGGER! HOW IN THE HELL DOES THAT HAPPEN! I've lost 15 pounds in the last couple months (yay me) yet somehow, my boobs have gone UP a cup size (but my band size has gotten smaller (again, yay), but still, WHAT THE HELL!  Sooo I bought a semi cute suit that will have to do because nothing else fits my monstorous boobs. And trust me, It's not lucky! Big boobs make you a) look bigger all around, unless your waist is the size of a toothpick (see: barbie)- she looks great with big boobs because she's TALL and has a TINY WAIST: I unfortunately, am neither. Secondly (b), boobs= MY MOTHERFUCKING BACK HURTS ALL. THE. TIME.  Yeah. All the time. SOFUCKING annoying. And: I cant squish into small spaces because my boobs get in the way (haha): Needless to say,  Me and my boobs= love-hate relationship. On the one side, everything I just told you. On the other side they make me like... a solid 8 at least (there's gotta be a silver lining, right? haa)
-And yes, that was me, not wanting to talk about it haha

I can't really think of anything else off the top of my head that I need to report on at the moment, So as promised, MY BEAUTIFUL PUPPYYYY!!!! <3 love love loveee!

This is Oliver, my camera takes kinda shitty pictures because it's on my phone, but whatevs... sooo as you can see, hes adorable. But unfortunately, NOBODY wanted him! *huge sad face-->  :( * He was 6 months old and hadn't been sold so I kind of rescued him! :)
WHY did nobody want him you may ask? Simple. He's a maltipoo, and he doesn't look it... All of his brothers and sisters, looked like this (colour and all)

Note the RED colour (not all of his brothers and sisters were this dark, but still) but Oliver's main problem was his curl: Maltipoos are supposed to be all curly and shit.. Oliver, isn't so nobody wanted him (so sad) BUT now he's mine :D and I'm super stoked about that! :)

Anywayysss, I'm pretty sure that's all I can think of to tell you guys for the moment, sooo I'll catch ya on the flip side! Love yous! Have some happy holidays! <3 xox

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

DONE DONE DONE DONE DONNNEEEEE :D

GUESS WHO IS DONE FINALLSSS!

Yeah okay, so it's 1:30am and I can't sleep, but I finished my last exam earlier this evening, so everyone, expect me to do mad ass kissing this next week!

First up on the list:
-Do some serious catching up on everyone's blogs! I feel like I've missed so much of your lives! ( I promise, I do try to read on study breaks, even if I don't comment)
-Do an overhaul on my page- yesireee: updating stats, changing things around layout-wise, POSTING, and putting up a picture of my beautiful little puppydoggg! :)

Finally,
I DID HORRIBLY while studying for exams: I don't get it, I can exercise my ass off every day for a week and do fine with crazy restricting/ just plain fasting, but when it comes to the mental strain of studying and writing STUPID FINALS, I just can't do it! I just eat eat eat! I'm afraid to see how much I've gained in the last two weeks!  I officially head out to the sunny beaches of vacationland in 14 days, and I'm afraid of how my bathing suit is going to look! I'm not at my Christmas goal weight, I know that, and I'm going to do some fasting tomorrow and Thursday, and hopefully weigh myself on Friday so that's when I'll know where I'm at, but gahhhh freaking out! You should see the girl I'm going on this trip with! Her stomach, it's so.... FLAT! AND SHE DOES NOTHING TO EXERCISE! It's so irritating, she does NOT eat healthy, does NOT work out yet she has a rocking bod. I work my ass off and get this failure of a body, *breathe* soon. I will get there. Soon.
Anyways, sorry about the vent, freaking out a little about this trip, sooo, I'll catch you all later this week!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Just a quick post,

I GOT A PUPPY!

I know, it's a little late, I got him last weekend, but I LOVE HIM! He is such a little sweetheart! And running around after him and constantly watching him for the past few days has made me forget that I'm hungry and I've list 5 whole pounds! without working out!

But, alas, the little guy goes to live with my parents today for a few weeks so that I can focus on finals.. which means that the workouts will resume promptly! yay!

Catch y'all after exams! xo

Monday, November 21, 2011

Alright Alright!

Sooo I've been MIA for just over 7 days now, and I thought I'd just super quickly check in with all y'all to let you know that I'm still alive and kicking.

My travels thus far have done me some good... It might be the hours in a car and whathaveyou but still, it's been good. I spent 5 days travelling across the province, I went into Ontario for a bit, visited friends in Nova Scotia away at university, and now, I am back home! But not back blogging on a regular basis yet, so don't get too excited. I've got finals coming up hard and fast and that means that blogging will be on the backburner for me for the next month. I know. It sucks but I really need to get my shit together if I want to get into grad school. That being said, I'll still try to post AT LEAST once a week... Probably Mondays... with a weight loss update and such. Starting Next Week I'm going to start to weigh myself again. The ABC diet will be over (PS, I've been doing fabulously at it since I've been on the road and unable to eat) and It'll be like starting anew.

I've been running a LOT lately, I've realized that I'm getting close to crunch time and my vacation is merely a month and a bit away, which means I can't be ashamed to see myself in a bathing suit like I am right now. So I'm working my ass off at trimming my ass down (haah see what I did there? CLEVER)

Onto my life: BOYS (It wouldn't be a Leigha Post if there wasn't boy drama)
So Ducky is supposed to come visit two weekends from now- we'll see if that actually happens... I'm beginning to think that he only sees me as a friend... which sucks, but hey I guess you can never have enough friends, right?
But... then there's my ex- who is back in my life full force. Long story short, we broke up, had some (but not a lot) of drama between us, got over it, became friends, started hanging out more a few months ago, started doing it about a month ago.. annnd now I'm beginning to realize that this is too much. We clearly both still love each other, but we're both (especially me) too stubborn to admit it. He bought us tickets to see a play soon... I'm super excited but man things are starting to get complicated with feelings and shit..plus he's super good friends with my EX best friend (back-stabbing bitch) so I'm super scared that hes telling her stuff about me (even though I know he wouldnt- but shes manipulative like that)

In happier news, this bitch of an ex BFF put some pictures on facebook this weekend and it appears that she's put on a bit of weight (due to being away at university and drinking all the time) - is it bad that this makes me happy? I'm on the downwards slope to my goal weight and she's climbing the ladder. I don't know if it's just that I know how much I hate myself and my weight and this makes me feel better, but I'm not going to overthink something that is putting me relatively at peace and is driving me to loose as much weight as possible. I have a strong hate for this girl, like no other

Anyways, I'd love to write more, but I have to jet like 5 minutes ago! Hope you are all doing terribly well! xox

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Less Posts; For Now

Sorry guys but it looks like I'm going to be posting a whole lot less (both blog posts and commenting on all of your posts as well)
This will just be for the month, I'll be back around Christmas! I've got a lot going on with school and such, and I'm going away for a few weeks as well so I wont have such good internet access there! I'll try to post when I can, and I'll still be dieting like crazy! I just thought I'd let you all know so nobody starts freaking out1

Hope you all do well while I'm gone! I'll miss you guys like crazy!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Dayyyy 38/39


Nothing special yesterday, I didn’t have time to go to my kickboxing class because I had a meeting at the same time to figure out school shit, so I figured alright sweet I’ll run later. But then later, there was a torrential downpour and I couldn’t bring myself to go run soooo I DID NOTHING which sucks because I decided not to fast yesterday (I was still under the allotted 450 cals for ABC though) but I decided not to fast because after my 11.5km run the day before I nearly died I felt so shitty.

But today I’m back to fasting, had a grapefruit smoothie this morning, and that’s it. Nothing else for the rest of the day! I’m going on another 11.5k run tonight and then some friends are coming down and we’re going to the bar (I know, empty alcohol calories annoy me ever so much) but I figure that since I haven’t eaten anything, I’ll be able to milk a couple vodka and OJs or something less caloric than beer or a sugary drink and that should suffice for getting me hammered (I hope) plus I figure I can dance off the cals and I plan to fast and do another 11.5km tomorrow and every day this weekend. This weekend I’ve cancelled all of my travelling plans so that I can focus strictly on fasting and exercising and homework ahaha! I’ll try to update again before the weekend ends, but in case that doesn’t happen, I’ll post again Monday for sure!

Lots of love! xox

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Day 37

So yesterday was day 37. I cant believe how close I am to the end! I've really been diverting from the exact schedule, but I haven't gone over the calorie allotment in a while so I'm happy with myself.

Yesterday was a 500 calorie day, but I'm fasting this week (Monday-Friday). So yesterday, I had my grapefruit smoothie, a ton of green tea, some water and that's it. I also went for an 11.5km run (-1,206 cal)

Timeee to do it all again today!

Monday, November 7, 2011

Shit Just Got Real

Ducky's coming to visit the first weekend of December.

I'm so excited I'm shaking

I can't even function right now, screw my night class I'm skipping. I'm going to bed. I'm working out like crazy every day from now until then (not anything new but whatevs)

jafhdasjlfwejfasdjfklhajfhasdlf aaahhhhhh!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Sneaky Tricks

So, I've been home bored all day, and normally when I'm bored, I want to eat. But today, I've come up with a sneaky new trick for NOT eating. I'm fasting from today until wednesday (with the exception of my grapefruit smoothie in the morning) but I keep finding myself going to the fridge today.

Funfact about me, I HATE tomatoes. So, when I just found myself looking in the fridge again,  grabbed a cherry tomato and ate it instead of whatever else was in the fridge. Problem solved, I now don't want to snack. Yes, technically I ate, but cherry tomatoes are 4 cals each and you burn more than that digesting them anyways soooo I say, SUCCESS! I no longer want food and I didn't binge out.

What foods do you hate? Try it out!

Also, there's nothing for me to really report today. I've only had a grapefruit smoothie (new recipe, only 70cal now), I've done 0 exercise but I have waterpolo later (not sure what that burns but its at least 100 cal ahah) Sooo I'll post tomorrow with more interesting things to discuss!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Motivation Like No Other

Alright sooo, today I restricted like crazy, went to dinner and had a wrap (fairly good in cal, I'm content with today) but I did sweet F-All when it came to exercise because I was busy hanging out with ma soeur for the day.

Anywhoo, at the end of the day, guess who we got to have a dinner date with? The amazing Ducky, of course. Soooo went to dinner, super exciting, he was so super cute, lots of hugs, really sociable, never ran out of anything to talk about, it was great! He also managed to slip into conversation an invite for himself to come visit me at the end of the month (yep, HE INVITED HIMSELF! I'm so excited! That's got to mean something right?) It was super awkward haha he kinda just sneaked into the conversation some questions about where in town the busses come to and how often and such and I'm like hmmm "why do you ask?" and he was just like "oh in case I were to come down for a night or something to visit?"  SUPER CUTE!

After dinner we drove him home and he invited us inside for a tour of his house, then we eventually left after deciding that he's coming to visit at the end of November/ first weekend of December... which means I have a new 25ish day goal from today to get looking my best! I know it's not my style and such to loose weight for a guy, but I know he does just like me for myself and it kind of just motivates me like crazy to get to where I want to be!

EDIT: oh also, Ducky is like a foot or so taller than me, (HES SO TALL) but he's super skinny and I always feel like I'm going to break him in half (you know, when I sit in his lap and such ;) - oh love those times) so I always feel so embarassed when we hang out together, which is the main reason I want to "loose weight for a guy" its more that I don't think I can handle being with a guy who I'm afraid to snap in half

So unfortunately I couldn't fast this weekend with my sister here, then dinner with Ducky and such, so because Beth was fasting Friday-Monday  and I was going to do it with her (but couldn't) I plan to just fast Sunday-Wednesday. It's the same number of days, it'll be a great way to kickstart this new excitedness on life that I have anddddd yeah! That's about it for today!

I actually can't stop smiling! haha

I hope you're all having as great of a night as I am!

Love yous!

Friday, November 4, 2011

Day 32

Sooo I know I failed at posting last night like I promised, but ohhh well

Yesterday, nothing exciting happened.

It was a fast day, so I fasted, other than drinking a grapefruit smoothie in the morning (this time I mixed a grapefruit and an orange and ice). It tastes really bitter, but it's supposed to burn fat so I'm going to keep powering through the taste. I know it was a fast day, but I'm going to try drinking one every morning regardless. Otherwise I ate nothing.  I also went for a long run (-750 or something). Soooo

Day 32: Fast
Cals in: 100 (smoothie)
Cals out: -750 or so
Net: -650

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Day 31

A late post from yesterday,

Nothing really exciting happened, I walked to and from class (-248) then went to the gym with Ami for kickboxing but she wasn't feeling well, so we just used the gym equipment instead so that she could go at her own pace and I could go more hardcore to burn more calories. So I did the bike for just over half an hour (-315 cals) then we did some weight machines and such and boy my arms are hurting today! Later in the evening I went for a run (-375 or so)

I know yesterday was an 800 day and all, but I was wayyy under, oh well. I just wasn't all that hungry.
For breakfast I had a grapefruit smoothie which I made myself so I don't know the exact cals (like 110 cal max though- used a whole grapefruit, some OJ and ice) and then later in the evening I was hanging out with friends and had a bit of ice cream (again, like 100- MAYBE 200 cal max- I only had a few spoonfuls)

so yeah, that was my day yesterday, I'll post again tonight about today, which so far has been going well!

Day 31: 800 calories allowed
Cals in: 300
Cals 0ut: -948
Total: -648

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

November- lets get our shit together.

Day 30
November 1st

Time to get serious. Time to get my shit together. Christmas and ultimate goal day is fast approaching at 54 days away. I have 54 days to loose at least 20 more pounds. I haven't been very good the past week and a bit, but that is all changing now. I went grocery shopping today, bought lots of ingredients for salad and soups and that's all I'm going to eat- I'll still be following the ABC diet, just I'll be eating only lettuce and soup in order to make up my calorie allotment.

Didn't get to run today because I was crazy busy, but I'll make it up tomorrow by running AND going to kickboxing. 

Time to get my shit together.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Day.... 29?

I am soooo very sorry that I've been neglecting my blogging duties so terribly for the past two weeks. Things have been so hectic, and I have had zero time to sit down and write.... not only that but I've been shamefully neglecting my diet because things have just been so hectic here lately what with school and the big awaited Halloween party and whatnot... but I'm back on track now starting today, and I'm going to make it all back up.

On the plus side, I've weighed myself today because of the Halloween contest. Annndddddd, *drumroll* I've lost 10lbs! I'm a little bit disappointed it's not more, but after the last two weeks I've had, I'm not really surprised. but still, I'm pretty happy about it!

The Halloween party went surprisingly well, I ended up partying all weekend (ughhhh so much alcohol), and had a long conversation with my ex about what we want out of this newfound relationship of ours (aka hooking up) and we both agreed that 1) its nobody's goddamn business, and 2) we're not looking for anything out of it right now. Thank god.

So, today's a 200 day, and I've already had about 100cals in cereal, so I'll probably hold off the rest for dinner tonight, and then go for a nice run and hill workout to try and get back on track. I'm hoping for this week to be a huge workout week for me. Fingers Crossed! It's now less than 2 months until my trip! EEK! I have less than 2 months to loose 20 more *(hopefully 30 though) more pounds! So let's go hard!

I hope everyone is doing well! I've got to go and OCD clean my bedroom like nobody can imagine! (I'm superrrr anal about the cleanliness of my bedroom and since I haven't been home all weekend, It's looking a little worse for wear). Anyways, I fully intend on catching up on everyone else's lives ASAP! (aka hopefully tonight)

Love yas! xo

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

LAST EXAM! in T - 4.5 hours

So excited! My last exam is tonight 7-10! wish me luck! I've been studying all day, but I just cant anymore (and I'm not even through the material yet... so I'm basically screwed)

Also found out today that I'm coming down with some good ole fashioned strep throat... which is a pisser because it means that all of my awesome work on the ABC diet and all that restricting is going to go to hell for the next week. It's not that I eat a ton when I'm sick, but I know it isn't a good idea for me to follow the ABC limits while I'm trying to get better... I've made that mistake before, never again. And unfortunately, when I am sick with a fever and such, all I want to eat is creamy tomato soup, ginger ale with sugar added and crackers... but since it's strep, that means that I might as well add banana ice cream on top of that because it's all I ever want when my throat is all closed up and feeling shitty. And yes, I don't eat a lot of any of this, I'm still good at doing it all moderately, but still it adds up, sosadddd, and the Halloween party is only 3 days away! I need to get better! I just do!

Anyways, back to studying! Hope everyone is awesome!  xo

Monday, October 24, 2011

Dearest Beth

To Beth's comment on my last posting, I started typing this out as a quick response, but then it spiraled out of control, so I decided to just make it a post instead. So here goes:

haha i lovveee you-
Yes I'm able to breathe, but I'm slowly running out of sanity. Ohmagee, SO MANY EXAMS! thankfully though, I'm not too stressed about them which is good, I'm just taking it one day at a time.

My eating has been all over the place, my mind is so on these exams its ridiculous, generally I've been doing well basically staying pretty close to or way under my food limit, unfortunately today hasn't gone well at all, I had a work meeting where we were cooked breakfast and such, and then I realized how starving I was (when I dont eat, I don't notice, but when I do eat, she'gon. I just chow down)

Anywhooo, well after my breakfast meeting (aka around 2pm today) I couldnt focus on studying because I was so hungry, so I ate some toast and eggs (but at least it wasn't all crap junk food) and as much as I regret it, hopefully my resulting good grades on this exam will balance out my self loathing to make up for todays failure. That's what I'm hoping anyways. Plus I now feel like shit because I ate (like physically feel like crap, my tummy hurrrrts because I'm not used to eating so much at one time) I'm about to go on a study break right now (aka hour long track workout) to hopefully break even for what I ate today, and then tomorrow I think I'll fast to make up for it. Actually,  I anticipate on just saying 'fuck it' and fasting (or eating MINIMALLLL) for the rest of the week too, just so I'm not trying to freak out over what I'm eating as well as my exams- plus halloween party this weekend... The less I eat now, the better I'll look and feel on Saturday!

Look for my next post Wednesday night or Thursday morning once my exams are DONEZO!

Love you all! xo



Edit: ps, re: my last post... oops, I slept with him the next night... baaadddd Leigha. But on the plus side, I think we're both on the same page that dating isn't high on my to do list (haha especially since I'm in love with Ducky)- but it was a great confidence booster. ;)

Friday, October 21, 2011

SO BUSYYYY OMG

I'm so thankful that my lovely Beth hasn't updated since day 16 either, because I'm not at the moment either!
This is just a super fast post to say that I haven't forgotten you guys! I've been so insanely busy with school midterms and such last week and the week coming up, so don't expect much from me until after the 31st. Plus My computer has been sitting in the kitchen all week to force myself to study lol.  I'm very sorry but c'est la vie.
Day 17 and 18 went great, went as planned and worked out like CRAZYYY even though it's been pouring rain, but I feel like the less I eat, the better the opportunity for me to workout and get max calorie burn :)
Last night was particularly interesting. I kind of mixed up day 17 and 18 (because I was busy busy studying for my Thursday Midterm, so whenever my roommates came up for snacks, I'd have a bite with them (instead of fasting) I probably only ended up eating like... 60 cals max, but still I felt guilty so I just fasted yesterday. Anyways, last night I hung out with my ex (we're still super tight- its what happens when you date for 5 years) anyways sooo hung out, no big deal, ended up play fighting, nooo biggie, slept over, still not a big deal (our friend group is super close, sleepovers happen all the time, even if it is with the ex, its not a big cause for concern. But old habits die hard (even if it has been over a year since we broke up) and we ended up rather close and cozy during our sleep (stilll not a big deal- except for the fact that we both still have feelings for eachother. It sucks, he's a great guy, my first love and I still love him to death and back, but he just drives me nuts sometimes, and so I don't want to date him... but ughhh is it horribly wrong to want to be with him, even after a year? SO CONFUSING! And to make matters worse, those awkward romantic movie situations would happen, you know, the awkward pause right before a kiss- those pauses kept happening (fyi- nothing happened between us!) but I kept getting little flip-flop butterflies in my stomach... which, funny thing.. THEY DO NOT FEEL GOOD when you've been fasting for 2 days and have barely eaten otherwise.

anyways, this ended up being longer than expected, so have a good weekend everyone and I'll try my very best to post Monday (I have 2 exams Monday so don't hold your breath)

Love you all and hope you're all doing terrifically!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Day 16!

oh today, today today.
Today went well, and I'm really happy about it!

I had basically my entire 200 calorie allotment all at once around lunchtime, but whatever. I was cold and had just gotten home, and I went into the kitchen to make myself a tea to warm me up, but instead I opted for a hot chocolate with a bit of whipped cream which equals about 190 cals. But hey, it was deeeeelishhhh. Best decision I made all day!

In the evening I went for a lonnggg run because I was feeling a bit antsy, that took jsut over an hour (-750 or so) , followed by my workout (-300) and I did my usual power walk to school in the morning (-248)

Sooo, the total:
In: 200cal
Out: -1298
Total: -1098

Super excited to fast tomorrow, plus kickboxing class again, which will be fun!

Now, onto the bad news. I didn't get a part in RENT, but ohhhhh well! I'm still going to volunteer to help out backstage and such, hopefully with costume design or prop design or something, since I looove that kind of thing.

But I must get off to studying. I apologize in advance if I don't post again until Thursday night, but I have midterm examinations and such that I must put on top priority!

Love yous!

Monday, October 17, 2011

Day 15

Day 15.

Today was really good. The weather's getting cooler, which means it's at that perfect medium for running, where it's not too hot that you're dying, but not too cold that your lungs are seizing up.

I had my first spin class today, it was marvellous! I burned over 450 cals in a 45 min class, not too shabby.

I also wasn't feeling up to par today, so I didn't eat anything, but ohhhhh welll. I'm not going to sweat over it, better to eat too little than too much, right?

Anywayssss I'm just getting home from class, and should probably get to bed, so...

Day 15:
Cals in: 0
Cals 0ut: -450
Total: .. do the math

Toodaloo <3

25 Things


As per request of Beth; 25 things about me. See if you can do it too!

1.  I’m the most creative, and the least creative person you will ever meet. Ask me to come up with something for a purpose (ie. Halloween, art project, etc)- I’ve got genius ideas. Ask me to come up with 25 things about myself, or give me a broaddddd topic to write an essay about and I can’t pick a topic for the life of me. 

2. I’m a redhead- Contrary to popular belief, I like to think that I have a soul-but it’s probably only because I collected them and won them in bets during my childhood/teen years (I like to plan ahead)

3. I love sports, and I’m crazy athletic in the more dangerous ones- I get a thrill from rugby, hockey, I’ve snowboarded for 14 years, and almost died/broken bones doing all of these sports because I like to follow the rules of “Go big or go home”- when I was young and taking snowboard lessons, I was the only girl in a freestyle class of all boys, that’s something that my instructor taught me- I had to be like one of the guys in order to make it with them. It worked great

4. I forgive too easily. I used to think that I was a real hardass and could hold a grudge to the end of time (and I can in some cases) but when it comes to people who have really hurt me, I mean really done damage, I forgive them way too easily. I can’t really explain it other than the fact that its usually the ones that are the closest to me that do the most damage, and of course they’re the ones I miss the most and want to forgive.

5. I love the smell of fire smoke, but I can’t stand it when someone blows their cigarette smoke in my face, especially when I’m running by them during a workout

6. I’m really dedicated to my workouts, I love to run, and with my ED it’s almost compulsive for me: I once ran a 5km race (and had my best time ever) with 2 broken ribs and a broken wrist.

7. I’m really opinionated, which makes me a bad friend because I’m often not willing to compromise. I often don’t realize I’m being a stubborn mule. I’m usually the dominant personality of my friends, so I usually end up getting what I want – which is baaaaddddd

8. I love the fall, it’s my favourite season. I love that it’s not sweating hot out, but not freezing cold either. I love the smell of crisp leaves on the ground and I love the colours that my town turns. Also, Halloween is my favourite holiday, even topping Christmas.

9. I’m a crazy Marvel nerd. I would do anything to meet Stan Lee, the man is probably my idol. I’m definitely the most knowledgeable person I know about the X-Men, which is funny because boys always try to impress me with what they know and I just shoot them down with my hardcore knowledge- I find it hilarious. They get embarrassed because they were out comic-ed by a girl.

10. My favourite food in the entire world is French fries dipped in a frosty from Wendy’s. Lots of people tell me that I’m gross for that combination, but I love it- combo of salty and sweet, it’s perfect. But it has to be Wendy’s- other fast food places don’t hold a candle to it.

11. My favourite/ lucky number is 11

12. I say willies instead of rainboots, I can’t pronounce the word “inevitable”- for me it comes out with “m”s in it

13. I’m terrified of heights, but I love the thrill that the fear gives me, so I often find myself in high places with no way down.

14. I’m easily distracted, easily excited but not easily impressed, although I’ll always be polite about it.

15. I’m ready for the rest of my life to begin. I’m tired of school, I’m tired of searching for who I want to be, and I’m ready to just be.

16. I’m an artist, I love to draw and paint. My best portraits are drawings and my best paintings are scenery- I inherited this from my great grandmother who was a scenic painter. The only person I’ve ever had a terribly hard time drawing is myself- I’ve never gotten it right.

17. I love the smell of fresh lilac, but not when it’s bottled. My favourite flowers are lillies and bleeding hearts.

18. I stutter when I’m nervous or tired and I stress easily over life, not school.

19. I’ll be the best friend you ever had, and the worst enemy you’ll ever encounter. I’m the friend that will go out in the line of fire to take bullets and back you up, but if you’re on my bad side, I’ve been known to make people miserable.

20. I love the colour green

21. I use words like “ace” and “cants pyjamas” in daily talk, I mostly listen to music from the 80s, I’m an 80s teen at heart, even though I’m a 90s baby.

22. I’m bilingual, but when I get frustrated, upset or just highly emotional, I switch to French and don’t usually realize I’m doing it (this also happens when I’m drunk). I also speak fluent sarcasm and can decipher drunk texts.

23. I’m hemophilliac- when I bleed, I bleed a lot and for a long time- but I don’t get the crazy pain and bruising that usually accompanies hemophillia

24. I love musical theatre, but I could never date a musician again- I fell hard and fast when I was young and haven’t successfully loved another musician

25. I live my life by the wise words of the Frizz- “Take chances, make mistakes, get messy”- it’s worked well for me so far, and for the most part, I have no regrets.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Day 14!

Just a quickie since I posted this morning,
Today went great! I was well under the 350 limit
I had some yogurt (35 cals) an apple (80 cals) and some hot chocolate (100 cals), putting me at 215 out of 350, and I miiiighttt have some more hot chocolate before bed, which still leaves me under my limit. Unfortunately I did NOTHING for exercise, but whatever, I've got a spin class in the morning, so I'll make it up then!
Ciao Bellas! xo

So Sorryyy :) Updates and News

So Sorry I've been M.I.A for the last few days, but I have SOOOOO MUCH to share!

Let's backtrack. We all know Friday wasn't a shining moment for me, I'm over it, whatever. But after that little mishap of a day, I made the decision to, like Beth, not weigh myself until the last day of my diet, that way I won't be stressing over a single pound gained or lost or whatever.

Onto Friday night- Be proud of me! Friday night, a bunch of my friends from the resort I worked at a few summers ago came up to visit at school (like 5 of us from the resort live in my area, so it worked well). One of my friends is working WAYYY up north, like in the wintery areas of the Yukon- he's a teacher- but he had the week off, so he came Friday to visit too! He's one of my best friends, so I was super happy to see him. Of course that meant a party was going down, with the drinking and the post-bar eating... which is BAAAADDD. But not for meeee! Super Conscience to the rescue! I did not drink a DROP! -Partially because I blame alcohol on my weight gain over the summer I worked at the resort in the first place, and secondly because of the big day I had coming up Saturday (I'll get to that)! So it was great! I didn't drink, which meant I could drive my ass to and from the party- I didn't end up going with everyone to the bar (Instead, I came home and worked on my Halloween costume with my roommate :) haha)- so yes, I had a rather good Friday night if I do say so myself.

NOW SATURDAY- Saturday was easy, and I was definitely under 400 calories. Now, I don't know my exact intake because I was too super busy to keep track of it, but I only ate a couple of yogurt cups (35 cal each) and had some hot chocolate to drink (less than 200 cal). So I think I can safely say I was way under the 400 calorie limit. Now, I didn't really get my workout in yesterday, but I did have an hour long dance lesson (it wasn't super intense or anything, but I'm sure it worked off a hundred cals or so)

So, are you all waiting to hear why I was so busy yesterday? Well here it is: I was busy getting ready for an audition! EEK! Yes, my school this year is doing the production of RENT, and I decided that since RENT is one of my alltime favourite musicals, I might as well take a stab at being in it. Now, normally, I Don't Sing. I'm a pretty good singer, yes, but I don't really enjoy showcasing that because most of my good singer friends I know are really douche-baggy about their talent, and also I always have that fear that I'm not actually as good as I would like to think that I am, and so I just don't like to put myself into that situation. But, I am relatively comfortable acting on stage. I've been in many a school play, and I once had a 4 page (like 7 minute) monologue that I had to preform in the middle of a play. So for me, monologues are old hat, right? NOPE. For some reason, my delightful little brain decided-  "hey, know what would be fun? Let's fuck with Leigha and make her sing better than usual, but bail hard on the monologue". So I sang my two contrasting songs (no music, just me hoping for the best)- I've never sung a cappella (without music) before, but I rocked it. I was a little nervous at first, but I nailed it overall. Then the monologue came... I bailed hard on the first line. I tried again. I bailed HARD on the second line. They still, let me try again (the judges were super nice and understanding that its fucking NERVE WRACKING being up there in front of them) and FINALLY I managed to get the whole thing out on the third try- with a little bit of emotion and such, but not nearly as much as I had practised with... So unless I was the best singer they've ever heard, I'm probably going to end up not getting a part (in which case I'll just volunteer to be a crew member, because I'm a rockstar at costume design, set design, hair and makeup ANDDD backstage- I know, I'm multi-talented: fun fact:  I used to want to be a costume designer, and since grade 7 to current I've always made my own costumes for Halloween

Now on to Halloween! SO I started making my costume this weekend! I'm being Miss Frizzle from the Magic School Bus
 But, I've made a few modifications to her outfit. First of all, I bought an UGLY ASS DRESS, cut it apart to smitherines and made it short, gave it lots of boob action, and made it cuuuute. That's about as far as I've gotten right now. I don't have a sewing machine, nor do I even really know how to use one, so I'm doing it all by hand, but it's going well so farrr! My plan is though, I need to loose as much weight starting now as possible before Halloween, because last night, I had made most of the dress (at this time it had skinny straps to hold it up). Then I sewed on the jacket part (which needed to be done) and when I tried it on again, I guess the sewing had tightened the whole thing up, because now it's tiiiight on my boobs! haha It's not a big deal, and it's wearable, but I'm going to be intense about my exercise (more than usual hopefully) to try and make it fit a little bit better on me for the big day!

Anyways, That's all for now! I'll post tonight on today's (350 cal) status

Friday, October 14, 2011

uh ohhhh day 11

okay so today wasn't a HUGEEE failure, but I was definitely over 150 cals which (N) thankfully the lovely Beth saved my sanity after a slight meltdown over a piece of banana loaf (It's late, I promise to go into more detail tomorrow)

Anyways, unfortunately I was a lazyy SOB today too so I only had a small workout today

Soo here's the total damage:
In: 190ish
Out: 248
Total: -58

Hopefully tomorrow will be better, I'm probably going to cut my intake short to make up for today, and it'll all be balanced for this weekend...

Oh, also, I'll TRYYYY to post tomorrow, but I'm going to be crazy busy so I may not be able to get to it until Saturday morning, but I'll have LOTS to tell you guys about at that time so look out ;)

Love ya's! xo

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Day 10

Well today was interesting... I feel so faaattttt today, yet my fasting today went well as hoped. So Idunno why I feel all gross today, butttt I do. Hopefully tomorrow is better. I feel like fasting is so much easier than eating because once I start to eat, I get the urge to binge, which is baaaadddd.

As much as I really want to fast again tomorrow, I know I probably shouldn't, so I've already planned out what I'm going to eat tomorrow and I'm determined to stick with it. I love the empty feeling in my stomach, and I'm so glad that this week is all low calorie allotments because hopefully that means I'll be able to continue doing well.

Today I went to my kickboxing class, it was fun as usual. To warm up, I did 10 minutes on a bike (I was actually just killing time while whatever class before me ended, but hey, according the the bike, I burned 110 calories, so that's a plus right! So for today, I'm at:

Cals in: 0
Cals out: -475

It's been pouring rain all day today, so I didn't get to do my usual run, and I didn't feel like doing my usual post-run workout since we basically do a longer version of my workout at the end of my class, but still, almost 500 cals out, not too bad. Also, it's supposed to rain all week which will SUCK so I'm hoping it stops long enough for me to run, otherwise I'll probably go use the bike forever at the gym and burn as many cals as possible!- I'll let you all know how that goes though.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Day... 9?!

Wow, day 9 already!

Can I really count today as day 9? I know I cheated this weekend, but fuck it, today is still day 9!

Just a super short post today because I'm exhausted! I fasted all day today, and did really well, did my usual power walk to and from school (approx -240 cals) and then later I decided to go for a 10km (hour long) run, followed by my usual workout (-300)

So that leaves me for today:
Cals in: 0
Cals out: -1296

I think I may have overdone the exercise a bit today though, I'm rather dizzy right now, but it's so worth it! Tomorrow is another day of fasting and I have kickboxing, so I probably won't run. Another great thing about fasting all day is that I got a TON of schoolwork done today, and now I'm getting to bed early so I'll be all energized for tomorrow (hopefully)

Goodnight all! xox

Monday, October 10, 2011

Over the Weekend...

I'm Backkkk!!!!
I missed you lovelies so so much while I was away, you have no idea how much I caved without the support that blogging gives me.
I feel like it's been forever since I posted! I mean, I've been doing so much better with my posting daily and my eating and such, and to go and throw that all away because of Thanksgiving weekend was such a shame. And unfortunately I mean that in both respects. Yes, this weekend I knew I wouldn't be able to post easily, so I'm posting today for the whole weekend. But unfortunately, eating this weekend didn't go as well as I had hoped.

I've already posted about Friday and my dinner out and such. After dinner was fine though, so I don't think I did too horribly there. Saturday I worked out for an hour on the elliptical and then did my regular workout (which works out to about -749cals. My dad made me waffles for breakfast (340 cals) yogurt for lunch (50cals) and then turkey dinner and pie for dessert (no idea what the cals are on that because I wasn't able to measure anything!) I hate being away from my house because when I'm on my own, I'm able to measure the amount of what I'm eating and then calculate the calories... but when I'm away, I can't do that and it freaks me right out! For the dinner, I had about a tablespoon each of sweet potatoes, peas and carrots, two pieces of turkey (each piece is about the size of 2 of my fingers wide and my index finger long, so not big) and then a teeny (less than a tsp) of gravy because the turkey was a little dry. So I don't think I did too bad there, but then dessert was so decadent, it had to be like 500 calories or something. It was soooo good, but I was so disgusted in myself afterwards, and by the time I got home (we were at my grandparents apartment) there was no point in purging.

Sunday was no walk in the park either. I had an egg and toast and bacon (ugh-again made by dad- like 600 cals) for breakfast and skipped lunch in order to work out. I was so disappointed in myself that I ran outside for 30 minutes, then did interval training on the elliptical for an hour, followed by my usual workout (-1347). Then for dinner we had shredded pork in barbecue sauce with salad. I kept the portions super super small but I still feel awful about it because I don't know everything that went into dinner and so I don't even have a guess to how many calories went into my body.

Then today. Thank god I was able to leave my parents house around lunch time because I'd be dead right now if I hadn't. Today, I had planned to fast, but because my travel plans got pushed back, I had to have breakfast with the family ( I managed to opt out of french toast and just have peanut butter and honey on toast instead) and then for lunch I had a grilled cheese sandwich. So naturally, I not only feel like shit in my stomach because I'm not used to eating so much, but I also feel like shit in the sense that I ate so much and I'm a disgusting PIGGG. It's been crazy hot weather all weekend, so once the sun starts to set in another hour, I'm going to go for an hour long run followed by my usual workout (-1048cals) to make up for today, but I still really hate myself. I'm not going to let myself have the 500 calorie allotment tomorrow, instead I'm going to fast for the next 2 days (Wednesday is a fast day) and get back on track for Thursday.

As soon as my time of the month is over I'll weigh myself, but I imagine I've probably gained back all of the weight that I lost last week thanks to this weekend. But I WILL stay positive, I'm going to be where I want to be by Halloween, and since I'm not going anywhere for a while, it'll be really easy to stick to the diet now. I'm going to do my best to up my workouts now in order to make up for the damage of this weekend, and hopefully I can fix myself.

Now onto boys
Of course, it wouldn't be a post by Leigha if there wasn't a slight discussion about boys. So here it is. I saw my best friend in the entire world this weekend. We'll call him Rocky (because he's a rockstar ahaha). Anywayssss we've been best friends for ages, and back when I dated my ex, he constantly accused me of cheating on him with Rocky. For the record, I never did, and to this day (over a year later) I still have not hooked up with Rocky, even though I've had countless opportunities to do so. So here's the thing. Rocky and I are perfect for each other, he's head over heels for me and has been for as long as we've been friends. And me, well I'm in complete denial about the whole ordeal. See, I love Rocky, to death but I'd rather die than risk ruining our friendship. And Rocky, well he's sweet enough that he's never even tried to make too intense of a  move on me because he doesn't want to put me in an uncomfortable position, or scare me off (because let's be honest, I'd bolt), because he doesn't want our friendship ruined either. (He made a move on me once last year, while we were both drinking, I was having an awful night, and it was easy to blow off but he's been good otherwise). Anyways, so we hung out last night, it was great and all that jazz, we literally act like a married couple: my mom came down the stairs and he and I were lying on the couch watching a movie- I was lying with my feet up at the end of the couch, and he was lying the other way with his head in my lap- no awkwardness or anything, that's just how we are together. My mom insists that we were made for each other but I'm just too afraid to loose him as a friend and I know the ball is in my court, so any decisions about my and Rocky's future is up to me.

Oh, and to make it worse, Rocky is one of Ducky's BEST FRIENDS! UGHHHH! This is where it gets messy, because I really like Ducky and would love to try and see how we would work out, but I don't a) want to hurt Rocky, and b) I don't know how much Ducky knows about me and Rocky's relationship. UGHHH so much confusion! I cannot WAIT until the 29th to figure things out with me and Ducky face to face! I talk to him all the time, and I want to just casually throw in the conversation -"oh hey, we should go out sometime!" but I don't think he'd ever tell Rocky about what he thinks about me, and I don't have any tight guy friends that I could run this shit by, so I don't know the protocol on this stuff. helllppppp!  ahha

Anyways, that's all for now! Tomorrow I shall fast and this week is going to be ME time- in which I FIGURE SHIT OUT! ughhh!

Friday, October 7, 2011

Day 5

Just a quick post as I head out the door to go home, I dont know if I'll get to post at all this weekend, so if I don't, I'll do a full update on Monday night when I get back!

Today's fasting went really really well, up until my ex (we're friends still) asked me to go out to dinner before I head home. I said yes of course because I didn't want to be rude. Besides, he was paying. I ended up getting fish and some veggies, so at least the calories won't be super ridiculous, but still, I'm sooo disappointed in myself. Also, my total workout for today is NADA, so tomorrow I'll have to go extra hard to make up for today and I'll have to kick my own ass for the rest of the weekend to make up for dinner out tonight and thanksgiving dinner tomorrow.

Good luck everyone with the weekend! <3  

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Day 4

I'm in so much pain today! Kickboxing 100% kicked my ass, but it feels great (or so I keep telling myself)

Fasting today has gone wonderfully! I've had tons of water, I did my usual power walk to school (-124), then went for a run (-374) and did my workout (-300) this afternoon! And now I'm stiff beyond belief but it was so worth it! Now to do it all again tomorrow!

I find fasting days easier than low calories because once I get snacking, I find it super hard to stop because I start craving stuff. (Plus today the pain in my legs is a million times worse than my stomach being hungry hahaha). When I fast, I can avoid the kitchen at all costs and I'm fine! Also, I think I find fasting so much easier because of the mentality that I've always had about fasting. Whenever I go on long stretches of fasting or crazy restricting, I'm always inspired to keep going by the fact that Gandhi went 21 days with no food, and he only took sips of water (I guzzle it like crazy and intend to keep it that way). Anyways, that thought is what always motivates me and I thought I'd share it with you guys in case you needed some inspiration of your own <3


I'm heading to bed now I think, I'm sooo stiff I'm hoping that sleep will help so I can go on another run again tomorrow.

ABC Day Four
Calories Allowed: 400 fast
Used: 0
Workout: -798
Net: -798

I planned on weighing myself tomorrow and posting, but that's going to have to wait a week because I had the unfortunate delight of getting my period yesterday, and that always causes me to put on a few pounds so I refuse to weigh myself until it's over :)

Halloween!

So I'm in class right now and bored our of my mind because unlike Run I'm TERRIBLE at math, hate stats with a firey burning passion, and therefore have ZERO desire to pay attention. So I'll use my phone to blog!

Halloween is approaching tres vite! And I'm slightly freaking out with excitement! I was talking to Ducky the other day (ps he's been giving me lots of attention lately and I loooove it!) anyways, he's for sure coming down to visit for Halloween and our friends are for sure having a partayyy! BUT this means I need to find THE. PERFECT. COSTUME. it needs to be the perfect combination of awesome and scandalous! There's going to be a costume contest, so a rocking costume would be nice (I'm playing with the idea of Ms. Frizzle from the Magic School Bus because people will love that, but I want a semi-revealing but not outright slutty costume! I must strike the perfect balance to catch Ducky's eye. Oh and also, I alwayyyyyysss make my own costumes which is awesome buy puts a limitation on what I can do. So if anyone has suggestions feel free to make em!

Sooo excited! Sorry I'm so boy crazy today, but on the plus side it's definitely motivating my weightloss! As for today, I'm fasting, it's almost noon and I'm doing great so far, I'll post later with an official update ;)

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Day 3

So I'm really proud of myself today! I had a kickboxing class today (my first one ever) and I did really well. It kicked my ass for sure, but who cares, it felt great! I haven't been all that hungry today either, so I've only had 135ish calories (way under the 300 limit) but it's only 6:30pm so that may change (doubts though, I have another night class tonight)

As some of you may know, next Monday is Canadian Thanksgiving, which means I'll be going back home for the weekend. I'll be leaving school late on Friday night, and then Saturday is when we'll have our big family dinner. Sunday I'm stuck at home and Monday I head back to school. SOOOO I'll be making a slight adjustment to my ABC diet so that I don't die or get in shit from the famjam this weekend. What I'm going to do is fast tomorrow and Friday: by the time I get home Friday night, I'll be able to just tell everyone I already ate, or that I'm tired in order to avoid eating. Then Saturday I'll skip breakfast (which won't be hard at all) and I'll attempt to skip lunch (or if I can't I'll have something small like yogurt or salad) That way, on the advice of the lovely Beth, I can eat whatever at the dinner! I was originally only going to fast Friday and Sunday, but then I realized that Sunday I'll still be at home, and fasting won't be an option. But I should be able to keep the cals around the alotted 300.  Then I'll fast Monday (or have a super small intake of cals) because I'll be driving most of the day back to school and such, and Tuesday I'll get back to the regularly scheduled diet!  Yay for planning ahead! I just thought I'd post it here to remind me/motivate me and such.

Anyways, off to class (dislike) have a good night loves!

ABC Day Three
Calories Allowed: 300
Used: 135
Left Over: 165
Workout: -612
Net: -447