ALRIGHT! Down to Business!

First off, thank you all for patiently waiting while I got my shit together!
Secondly, I MISSED YOU ALLLLL!

I hope all of your Christmasses and New Yearses and whatever other Holidays you may or may not celebrate at this time of year went extraordinarily well! <3

Cuba was gorgeous! Sooo In a nutshell, My flight left early early early in the morning, so when I arrived at the resort, we had all day to play in the sun! The next day wasn't so nice, so we went into town and toured (fun fact: our tour guides were a cop and an ex- military sniper- were we safe? Absolutely) aha. Veradero was nice, we found that there were a lot of stray dogs wandering around (so sad- I wanted to just adopt them all!)
We spent most of the week sunning on the beach or around the pool, one of the days we went snorkeling in the coral reef (so gorgeous! I'll try to upload pictures when I get them (we used a disposable underwater camera) so if any turn up I'll post!). We also went on the catamaran, and I got to finally swim with the dolphins! (so so happy!)
Went to Havana (Cuba's Capitol) one of the days for a historical tour, it was fun, but really rushed because it was New Years Eve day and apparently in Cuba they don't celebrate like Christmas or Thaksgiving or any of the holidays that we in North America celebrate, so New Years Eve is their big holiday, so we went back early and partied at the resort! So fun!
And that basically sums up my week! We had perfect weather, I sunburned a couple times but now I have a wickeddd tan (even though I'm peeling a bit)!

Nowwww onto the issues:  first off, I didn't gain any weight! I'm still teetering around ROUGHLY what I was when I left (I just got home and I've already eaten breakfast but when I weighed myself the other day I was a pound and a bit up, but as I said in an earlier post, I always bloatttt up in the heat, so that explains that I hope. But still, even though I didn't really gain anything, I felt like a nasty cowwww in my bathing suit next to my skinny fucking roommate and her skinny fucking family.
Its so annoying. When we were packing to leave, I got out the hotel room scale so I could weigh my baggage (I'm an overpacker) and she stepped on the scale just for shits and giggles and I snuck a glance and saw that she weighs about the same (a little more) than me... but you'd never fucking know it because she's much taller and her stomach is so flat! WHAT THE HELL! I'm so bitter!
Also, I havent uploaded Cuba pictures yet, sooo you'll have to wait for those

Onto the gameplan: I head back to school tomorrow afternoon, sooo SUNDAY marks my first day of fasting! I'm partially doing it for obvious reasons, and partly because I feel so disgusting right now from all the crap I've been eating lately that I just need to get it all out of my system! ughhhh
Well, I feel like hungover shit right now soo I'm going to go die for a bit! Love yous all!

OH! UPDATE!
soooo that guy that I used to date and have currently been kinda sorta seeing lately... FUCK
He gave me my Christmas present when I got back from Cuba (aka the other night). I bought him a mug with his fave band on it... just in case...because we hadn't talked about doing presents, but I wanted to be prepared... and good idea for me because he did get me a present (although mine for him is already at school) soooo we were all drinking at my house, and when he and our friends left the house, he slipped me a fairly good sized package as he walked out the door. After cleaning up, I open it and its a fucking gold and silver necklace of a heart with a dolphin going through it. Mother FUCK! I GOT HIM A MUG fuckkkkkkkk! I'm so rattled by this! I texted my roommate and all I could say to her for an hour was.. "a mug..." GAH! so luckily I have until I see him tomorrow to add to the gift but OMG guys the necklace was gorgeous, and may I remind you, we're not dating, so BAH WHAT DOES THIS MEAN!

anyways I missed you guys terribly! xox I'll post again when I get back to school tomorrow night (unless something exciting happens before then)

Oh and shoutout to Sam Lupin: OHMAGEEEEEE so excited for TONIGHTTTT!:)

So glad THIS resumes tonight! :D

xx

whoops

and by "I'll post tomorrow morning" I OBVIOUSLY meant eventually because I got a little drunk last night and just woke up and am walking out the door. I need a while to collect my thoughts to give a good long, all encompassing post soooo hopefully later today before I go to the cottage! BAH!

BACK! And I Missed You Terribly!

Hello My Loves!
Just a quick post before I rush out for the evening! I focused my afternoon up until now catching up on all of your lives, and holy hell where did the time go!
I promise to post at detailed length tomorrow morning (my time) because I'm about to go out with some friends and still need to shower and such. Anyways, I just wanted you all to know that I'm home safe, alive and a bit sunburned, am roughly the same weight as I was when I left (although a little bloated as I always get in the hot weather, so that should take off about a pound or so in another day I should hope)
I truly missed you all terribly.... it's so difficult to enjoy a "leisurely vacation" when your mind is constantly wandering to your insecurities in a bathing suit, and wishing that you had the support of people who understand. I missed you guys! <3
Anyways, I'll give the deets tomorrow, and perhaps post up a few pics while I'm at it ;)
Love yas! <3 xoxo
L

FUCKING HONOURSSSS!

I know I just posted like 20 seconds ago, but after posting, I checked my grades for my finals a few weeks ago, (marks are supposed to go up tomorrow) AND THEY'RE UP NOW!
I did well on all of my finals
AND I FUCKING MADE THE DEANS LIST THIS SEMESTER!
WOOOOOOOO!
happiest person alive right now? PRETTY MUCH!
anyways, goodnight loves! <3

FIVEEEE DAYS

.. until VACATIONLAND!
Aka parking my ass on the beach and soaking up as many rays as possible while reading the Hunger Games (I've heard it's good!)

Anyways, I hope all of you lovelies are doing wonderfully!
Oliver had surgery yesterday and is doing just splendidly, he's sleeping at the end of my bed as I type this.

I've decided that because I'm a scaredy-cat little bitch, I'm not going to weigh myself again until FEBRUARY 1st! My thought process- I'm afraid to see how much I've gained in the last 5 days, by the time I get that weight fixed through restricting and exercising like a mother fucker, I'll be bloated and all "time of month"-pissy, so I just don't want to know, and then when that ends, I'll be in CUBA  scratch that, mother fuck bitch fuck fuckkkk! As I typed that I was like... wait... I go away in 5 days.... I still have 2 days left of the pill before I get my period... GODDAMNIT! sooo it looks like I'll be lapping over my packs this month and hoping for the best (last time I tried that, it didn't work, but I've got to at least TRYYYY) sooo I'll still be all bloated and confused body and shit, fuckkkk mylife. ANYWAYS- then after my trip, I'll be a scared little bitch and not want to know what I weigh (actually I'll be dying to know, but I'll probably freak out if the number goes up so I'm just going to avoid it altogether by not touching the scale)- Then I'm going to go ahead with my plan and go all kamikaze on my ass so that when I weigh myself on the first I'll a) be proud, and b) have a week before my birthdayyyy to make myself even prouder :)

Divine plan, yes?
Anywhoo, that's all for now, it's bedtime, I'm hitting the mall tomorrow to pickup something for my father (FML I know, Mall- 2 days before Christmas- I'm insane) then having friends over for drinks and such in the evening soooo, in case I don't post again before then: Merry Christmas Everyone! <3

Ultimate Game Plan?

I've been having a pretty hard time with restricting since coming home yesterday morning. My mom is always around, and it's so hard to make up excuses not to eat while she's watching. Yesterday I was in too much pain to exercise and today was pretty much the same, plus I'm sickyyy today, so I just didn't do anything. Fortunately I didn't go over 1000cals today, but still... I weighed myself this morning first thing, and from yesterday I had gained 2lbs! ugh what the hell! I know it's all just water weight because I didn't exercise, ate a lot and didn't really drink much water, but still... SO ANNOYING!
Tomorrow I'm determined to get back on track!

I've also decided that when I get back from my trip, I'm going to put every fiber in my being, every ounce of my willpower to reaching my UGW by spring break. My Birthday is just before the break, so I'd prefer to be at my UGW for then, but I`m giving myself a little extra time, just in case. I figure this is a pretty good plan, since it`ll be the first month back to school, so I won`t be going crazy trying to study or write a million papers, and I'll be able to focus more on restricting, fasting and exercising. Also, hopefully there will be lots of snow, so I can play outside a ton! I'm also going to focus more on my art during that month and instead of being bored and watching TV (which makes me eat)- I'm going to focus on painting! I'm hoping to god this works, I want this so badly!

Today's been pretty stressful, but tomorrow I'm going away for 3 days (so I won't be able to post! sorryyyy!) -that means I won't be able to run/exercise, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to restrict though!

Anyways, I hope everyone is doing well! I'm going to go get ready for Dexter! Goodnight all! <3 xo

Today: notsomuch

Well today wasn't exactly one of my proudest days-
It started with last night- I got into a fight with the guy I've been seeing, and that carried over to today- in fact, I'm still fighting with him right now over it. It's stupid and I'm hurt about it, but it's my own fault and I should be smarter than I have been.
I headed home today, and on the way, my friend and I stopped at a coffee shop and we got fully loaded candy cane hot chocolates and chocolate chip muffins (aka like 900 calories) then some baked treats from my friend's mom, then my dad brought home a cheeseburger from McDonalds (aka like 400 calories)
AKA fuck my life.
Also, I'm in so much pain from my workout yesterday that I can't walk down stairs haha Idunno what I did, but it hurts so good, buttt I couldn't run  today either.
So anyways, I kinda hate myself, BUT right when I was about to have a late night binge sesh on a bunch of shitty food (aka reese puffs cereal) I decided, hey, I'm going to check blogs while I do this. THANKFULLY I read Stillimagining's latest post, and it really inspired me to NOT binge, (and I didnt!) Anyways, as much as I'd love to match her goal to loose 15 more lbs by the 30th, I cant think that's realistic with me being on my vacation with buffets and unlimited alcohol, but I'm going to get back on track tomorrow and work my ass off!
Tomorrow:
-Workout
-Tan (gotta get a base so I don't die a ginger death down south- don't judge me! haha)
-Christmas shopping
-Solve my life problems
-Restrict, restrict, restrict!

Bah, I'll keep you all posted!

Everything rolled into one

Hey Ladies!

Well here I am, as promised with some updates, pictures, and the like...
It's not as early as I'd hoped, but I've been busy at home and I've been filling all my free time with exercise (yay me!)- my mom bought an elliptical a few years back and I've been putting it to good use while on my Christmas break (especially since it's been raining so much and it's really colllddd brr)

Sooo, still waiting on my final grades, I'll be sure to keep you all posted on that ;) and thanks to everyone who wished me luck! I really appreciate it! <3

So I hope everyone is doing well! 11 days until I leave on my trip! And I've been working my little tail off at getting down like 5 more pounds before I go! I know I can do ittt! :) except tonight wasn't exactly a good night, I had a work party, and we all had Chinese food- now I was pretty good, I ate mostly broccoli-packed dishes, and small portions, and ONLY ONE HELPING (unlike everyone else) haha but still its fatty fat fatttyyyyyy and there were little sugary nibblys for desert that I just couldn't help eating (ah, my weakness!) but, it's Christmas, and I'm determined to stay positive! As much as I'd love to reach my UWG, I've decided that as long as I don't gain a single pound over these holidays (including on my trip-which will be crazy hard)- I'm proud of myself. Holidays are the worst with all the food, and the family watching your every move. UGH! - but, I'll breath.
Also, I found this link today that I thought I'd share with all of you, a lot of it is common sense and tricks many of us already do, but I figured, hey might as well give a refresher for anyone who gives a damn ;) sooo you can find that link HERE!

Sooo what else is new... I bought a bathing suit for my trip today... I don't really want to talk about it size wise... SOMEHOW my boobs got BIGGER! HOW IN THE HELL DOES THAT HAPPEN! I've lost 15 pounds in the last couple months (yay me) yet somehow, my boobs have gone UP a cup size (but my band size has gotten smaller (again, yay), but still, WHAT THE HELL!  Sooo I bought a semi cute suit that will have to do because nothing else fits my monstorous boobs. And trust me, It's not lucky! Big boobs make you a) look bigger all around, unless your waist is the size of a toothpick (see: barbie)- she looks great with big boobs because she's TALL and has a TINY WAIST: I unfortunately, am neither. Secondly (b), boobs= MY MOTHERFUCKING BACK HURTS ALL. THE. TIME.  Yeah. All the time. SOFUCKING annoying. And: I cant squish into small spaces because my boobs get in the way (haha): Needless to say,  Me and my boobs= love-hate relationship. On the one side, everything I just told you. On the other side they make me like... a solid 8 at least (there's gotta be a silver lining, right? haa)
-And yes, that was me, not wanting to talk about it haha

I can't really think of anything else off the top of my head that I need to report on at the moment, So as promised, MY BEAUTIFUL PUPPYYYY!!!! <3 love love loveee!

This is Oliver, my camera takes kinda shitty pictures because it's on my phone, but whatevs... sooo as you can see, hes adorable. But unfortunately, NOBODY wanted him! *huge sad face-->  :( * He was 6 months old and hadn't been sold so I kind of rescued him! :)
WHY did nobody want him you may ask? Simple. He's a maltipoo, and he doesn't look it... All of his brothers and sisters, looked like this (colour and all)

Note the RED colour (not all of his brothers and sisters were this dark, but still) but Oliver's main problem was his curl: Maltipoos are supposed to be all curly and shit.. Oliver, isn't so nobody wanted him (so sad) BUT now he's mine :D and I'm super stoked about that! :)

Anywayysss, I'm pretty sure that's all I can think of to tell you guys for the moment, sooo I'll catch ya on the flip side! Love yous! Have some happy holidays! <3 xox

DONE DONE DONE DONE DONNNEEEEE :D

GUESS WHO IS DONE FINALLSSS!

Yeah okay, so it's 1:30am and I can't sleep, but I finished my last exam earlier this evening, so everyone, expect me to do mad ass kissing this next week!

First up on the list:
-Do some serious catching up on everyone's blogs! I feel like I've missed so much of your lives! ( I promise, I do try to read on study breaks, even if I don't comment)
-Do an overhaul on my page- yesireee: updating stats, changing things around layout-wise, POSTING, and putting up a picture of my beautiful little puppydoggg! :)

Finally,
I DID HORRIBLY while studying for exams: I don't get it, I can exercise my ass off every day for a week and do fine with crazy restricting/ just plain fasting, but when it comes to the mental strain of studying and writing STUPID FINALS, I just can't do it! I just eat eat eat! I'm afraid to see how much I've gained in the last two weeks!  I officially head out to the sunny beaches of vacationland in 14 days, and I'm afraid of how my bathing suit is going to look! I'm not at my Christmas goal weight, I know that, and I'm going to do some fasting tomorrow and Thursday, and hopefully weigh myself on Friday so that's when I'll know where I'm at, but gahhhh freaking out! You should see the girl I'm going on this trip with! Her stomach, it's so.... FLAT! AND SHE DOES NOTHING TO EXERCISE! It's so irritating, she does NOT eat healthy, does NOT work out yet she has a rocking bod. I work my ass off and get this failure of a body, *breathe* soon. I will get there. Soon.
Anyways, sorry about the vent, freaking out a little about this trip, sooo, I'll catch you all later this week!

Just a quick post,

I GOT A PUPPY!

I know, it's a little late, I got him last weekend, but I LOVE HIM! He is such a little sweetheart! And running around after him and constantly watching him for the past few days has made me forget that I'm hungry and I've list 5 whole pounds! without working out!

But, alas, the little guy goes to live with my parents today for a few weeks so that I can focus on finals.. which means that the workouts will resume promptly! yay!

Catch y'all after exams! xo

Alright Alright!

Sooo I've been MIA for just over 7 days now, and I thought I'd just super quickly check in with all y'all to let you know that I'm still alive and kicking.

My travels thus far have done me some good... It might be the hours in a car and whathaveyou but still, it's been good. I spent 5 days travelling across the province, I went into Ontario for a bit, visited friends in Nova Scotia away at university, and now, I am back home! But not back blogging on a regular basis yet, so don't get too excited. I've got finals coming up hard and fast and that means that blogging will be on the backburner for me for the next month. I know. It sucks but I really need to get my shit together if I want to get into grad school. That being said, I'll still try to post AT LEAST once a week... Probably Mondays... with a weight loss update and such. Starting Next Week I'm going to start to weigh myself again. The ABC diet will be over (PS, I've been doing fabulously at it since I've been on the road and unable to eat) and It'll be like starting anew.

I've been running a LOT lately, I've realized that I'm getting close to crunch time and my vacation is merely a month and a bit away, which means I can't be ashamed to see myself in a bathing suit like I am right now. So I'm working my ass off at trimming my ass down (haah see what I did there? CLEVER)

Onto my life: BOYS (It wouldn't be a Leigha Post if there wasn't boy drama)
So Ducky is supposed to come visit two weekends from now- we'll see if that actually happens... I'm beginning to think that he only sees me as a friend... which sucks, but hey I guess you can never have enough friends, right?
But... then there's my ex- who is back in my life full force. Long story short, we broke up, had some (but not a lot) of drama between us, got over it, became friends, started hanging out more a few months ago, started doing it about a month ago.. annnd now I'm beginning to realize that this is too much. We clearly both still love each other, but we're both (especially me) too stubborn to admit it. He bought us tickets to see a play soon... I'm super excited but man things are starting to get complicated with feelings and shit..plus he's super good friends with my EX best friend (back-stabbing bitch) so I'm super scared that hes telling her stuff about me (even though I know he wouldnt- but shes manipulative like that)

In happier news, this bitch of an ex BFF put some pictures on facebook this weekend and it appears that she's put on a bit of weight (due to being away at university and drinking all the time) - is it bad that this makes me happy? I'm on the downwards slope to my goal weight and she's climbing the ladder. I don't know if it's just that I know how much I hate myself and my weight and this makes me feel better, but I'm not going to overthink something that is putting me relatively at peace and is driving me to loose as much weight as possible. I have a strong hate for this girl, like no other

Anyways, I'd love to write more, but I have to jet like 5 minutes ago! Hope you are all doing terribly well! xox

Less Posts; For Now

Sorry guys but it looks like I'm going to be posting a whole lot less (both blog posts and commenting on all of your posts as well)
This will just be for the month, I'll be back around Christmas! I've got a lot going on with school and such, and I'm going away for a few weeks as well so I wont have such good internet access there! I'll try to post when I can, and I'll still be dieting like crazy! I just thought I'd let you all know so nobody starts freaking out1

Hope you all do well while I'm gone! I'll miss you guys like crazy!

Dayyyy 38/39

Nothing special yesterday, I didn’t have time to go to my kickboxing class because I had a meeting at the same time to figure out school shit, so I figured alright sweet I’ll run later. But then later, there was a torrential downpour and I couldn’t bring myself to go run soooo I DID NOTHING which sucks because I decided not to fast yesterday (I was still under the allotted 450 cals for ABC though) but I decided not to fast because after my 11.5km run the day before I nearly died I felt so shitty.

But today I’m back to fasting, had a grapefruit smoothie this morning, and that’s it. Nothing else for the rest of the day! I’m going on another 11.5k run tonight and then some friends are coming down and we’re going to the bar (I know, empty alcohol calories annoy me ever so much) but I figure that since I haven’t eaten anything, I’ll be able to milk a couple vodka and OJs or something less caloric than beer or a sugary drink and that should suffice for getting me hammered (I hope) plus I figure I can dance off the cals and I plan to fast and do another 11.5km tomorrow and every day this weekend. This weekend I’ve cancelled all of my travelling plans so that I can focus strictly on fasting and exercising and homework ahaha! I’ll try to update again before the weekend ends, but in case that doesn’t happen, I’ll post again Monday for sure!

Lots of love! xox

Day 37

So yesterday was day 37. I cant believe how close I am to the end! I've really been diverting from the exact schedule, but I haven't gone over the calorie allotment in a while so I'm happy with myself.

Yesterday was a 500 calorie day, but I'm fasting this week (Monday-Friday). So yesterday, I had my grapefruit smoothie, a ton of green tea, some water and that's it. I also went for an 11.5km run (-1,206 cal)

Timeee to do it all again today!

Shit Just Got Real

Ducky's coming to visit the first weekend of December.

I'm so excited I'm shaking

I can't even function right now, screw my night class I'm skipping. I'm going to bed. I'm working out like crazy every day from now until then (not anything new but whatevs)

jafhdasjlfwejfasdjfklhajfhasdlf aaahhhhhh!

Sneaky Tricks

So, I've been home bored all day, and normally when I'm bored, I want to eat. But today, I've come up with a sneaky new trick for NOT eating. I'm fasting from today until wednesday (with the exception of my grapefruit smoothie in the morning) but I keep finding myself going to the fridge today.

Funfact about me, I HATE tomatoes. So, when I just found myself looking in the fridge again,  grabbed a cherry tomato and ate it instead of whatever else was in the fridge. Problem solved, I now don't want to snack. Yes, technically I ate, but cherry tomatoes are 4 cals each and you burn more than that digesting them anyways soooo I say, SUCCESS! I no longer want food and I didn't binge out.

What foods do you hate? Try it out!

Also, there's nothing for me to really report today. I've only had a grapefruit smoothie (new recipe, only 70cal now), I've done 0 exercise but I have waterpolo later (not sure what that burns but its at least 100 cal ahah) Sooo I'll post tomorrow with more interesting things to discuss!

Motivation Like No Other

Alright sooo, today I restricted like crazy, went to dinner and had a wrap (fairly good in cal, I'm content with today) but I did sweet F-All when it came to exercise because I was busy hanging out with ma soeur for the day.

Anywhoo, at the end of the day, guess who we got to have a dinner date with? The amazing Ducky, of course. Soooo went to dinner, super exciting, he was so super cute, lots of hugs, really sociable, never ran out of anything to talk about, it was great! He also managed to slip into conversation an invite for himself to come visit me at the end of the month (yep, HE INVITED HIMSELF! I'm so excited! That's got to mean something right?) It was super awkward haha he kinda just sneaked into the conversation some questions about where in town the busses come to and how often and such and I'm like hmmm "why do you ask?" and he was just like "oh in case I were to come down for a night or something to visit?"  SUPER CUTE!

After dinner we drove him home and he invited us inside for a tour of his house, then we eventually left after deciding that he's coming to visit at the end of November/ first weekend of December... which means I have a new 25ish day goal from today to get looking my best! I know it's not my style and such to loose weight for a guy, but I know he does just like me for myself and it kind of just motivates me like crazy to get to where I want to be!

EDIT: oh also, Ducky is like a foot or so taller than me, (HES SO TALL) but he's super skinny and I always feel like I'm going to break him in half (you know, when I sit in his lap and such ;) - oh love those times) so I always feel so embarassed when we hang out together, which is the main reason I want to "loose weight for a guy" its more that I don't think I can handle being with a guy who I'm afraid to snap in half

So unfortunately I couldn't fast this weekend with my sister here, then dinner with Ducky and such, so because Beth was fasting Friday-Monday  and I was going to do it with her (but couldn't) I plan to just fast Sunday-Wednesday. It's the same number of days, it'll be a great way to kickstart this new excitedness on life that I have anddddd yeah! That's about it for today!

I actually can't stop smiling! haha

I hope you're all having as great of a night as I am!

Love yous!

Day 32

Sooo I know I failed at posting last night like I promised, but ohhh well

Yesterday, nothing exciting happened.

It was a fast day, so I fasted, other than drinking a grapefruit smoothie in the morning (this time I mixed a grapefruit and an orange and ice). It tastes really bitter, but it's supposed to burn fat so I'm going to keep powering through the taste. I know it was a fast day, but I'm going to try drinking one every morning regardless. Otherwise I ate nothing.  I also went for a long run (-750 or something). Soooo

Day 32: Fast
Cals in: 100 (smoothie)
Cals out: -750 or so
Net: -650

Day 31

A late post from yesterday,

Nothing really exciting happened, I walked to and from class (-248) then went to the gym with Ami for kickboxing but she wasn't feeling well, so we just used the gym equipment instead so that she could go at her own pace and I could go more hardcore to burn more calories. So I did the bike for just over half an hour (-315 cals) then we did some weight machines and such and boy my arms are hurting today! Later in the evening I went for a run (-375 or so)

I know yesterday was an 800 day and all, but I was wayyy under, oh well. I just wasn't all that hungry.
For breakfast I had a grapefruit smoothie which I made myself so I don't know the exact cals (like 110 cal max though- used a whole grapefruit, some OJ and ice) and then later in the evening I was hanging out with friends and had a bit of ice cream (again, like 100- MAYBE 200 cal max- I only had a few spoonfuls)

so yeah, that was my day yesterday, I'll post again tonight about today, which so far has been going well!

Day 31: 800 calories allowed
Cals in: 300
Cals 0ut: -948
Total: -648

November- lets get our shit together.

Day 30
November 1st

Time to get serious. Time to get my shit together. Christmas and ultimate goal day is fast approaching at 54 days away. I have 54 days to loose at least 20 more pounds. I haven't been very good the past week and a bit, but that is all changing now. I went grocery shopping today, bought lots of ingredients for salad and soups and that's all I'm going to eat- I'll still be following the ABC diet, just I'll be eating only lettuce and soup in order to make up my calorie allotment.

Didn't get to run today because I was crazy busy, but I'll make it up tomorrow by running AND going to kickboxing. 

Time to get my shit together.