Oh hai, miss me?

Hey Guys!
I've been so swamped, but hopefully I can now take a breather.
So yes, I'm here now, at home, on spring break... which isn't exactly the best for eating but once I get back home on Saturday, It'll be right back to my strict regimen.
I went wedding dress shopping with my bride to be friend the other day, and she's decided that we're going to go bridesmaid dress shopping in the summer (which for us lasts from the months of April until august- though I imagine that well be looking in about June)- this means that I have until June to get where I want to be. or at least get closeish. I can totally do this. March is going to begin some ever strict exercise and eating- moreso than it has been as of late.
Also, I've been hanging out with the ex boy for a while now, as you all know... and things are going really well. I'm happier than I have been in a while, and he spoils me rotten which I adore. This is unfortunately another reason behind my mysterious disappearance though- I've been spending a lot of nights at his house, and I can't just pull up my blog onto his computer without having a lot of questions to answer.
Some days I feel like I'm so close to telling him my secret... but then I remember that it's fucked and he would never understand... so I just keep my lips sealed.
We're still not dating per se, but we're pretty much joined at the hip...in fact, he's coming over for dinner with the family shortly.
On the plus side, I may not be able to share my ED with him, but I can rely on him a bit to fuel my exercise obsession.... like myself, he's a runner... a few weeks ago I told him that I wanted to attempt a marathon this summer... and he's all over it. SO, the second that the snow is gone from the ground, we'll be hitting the pavement for training, which, though he has no clue, will really make things easier for me.
In other news... Ottawa was fun, the boy asked me if I wanted to spend a weekend in Niagara falls, which I'm pretty excited to do since I've only ever been there once since it was so far away from where I grew up (aka a whole province away)- but now that it's closer, it's so much more of a possibility!
AND, ok sooo some of you may have noticed that I'm a HUGE comic book nerd. I put most boys to shame, it's pretty fun because you don't generally expect someone who looks like me to be SO well informed on every aspect of Marvel Comics. It's a gift that I'm rather proud of. A lot of guys try to impress me with comic knowledge and I just throw them down and put them in their places ;)
ANYWAYS, I'm telling you all of this because it is also well known that my DREAM is to meet Stan Lee, the creator of Marvel Comics.... and I'm going to get the chance to meet him. IF and ONLY IF I can bring my weight down to the 130s. That's my deal with myself. I'll spend the money to travel a ways away to meet him, if I get at least close to my UGW.
I NEED to look great in my bridesmaid dress, and this reward is just an added bonus
I was walking my puppy with a friend and his dog today, and he got talking about how everyone went away to university and gained weight. Now, he wouldn't have said that if he had realized that I put on weight too, which is a good thing, but I was in a winter coat, and I don't want to can't be like everyone else, I need to be where I want to be.

I know my thoughts are kind of all over the place here, but bare with me. lol I'm off to read all of your blogs now!

Love you guys <3